40 days and 40 nights — Day 38

7:47am Including today, three more days. As of today, I’ve decided to have a meal of curried vegetables with lamb to break my fast on Yom Kippur and then, starting Sunday, begin 10 more days eating kitchari. These 10 days are to give me time to live outside the...

40 days and 40 nights — Day 34

7:44pm As importantly as today being Day 34 of my kitchari* fast is that it’s September 11th. Endings and beginnings. On this day, commemorating a terror act that slaughtered thousands, brought down an icon of corporate America, and continues — 9 years later —...

40 days and 40 nights — Day 32

3:59pm What a day. “Emotional rollar-coaster” doesn’t actually cover it. I mean I’m fine, but as I move through the day I’m hit with wave upon wave of intense emotion. Today is Rosh HaShanah. I am acutely aware that today is a High Holy...

40 days and 40 nights — Day 30

8:47pm I’ve never been very good with numbers, with counting, with arithmetic. Geometry was the only mathematical thing that I excelled at and I’m sure it’s because it was about pictures. What calls this to mind? Well, for the past several days...

40 days and 40 nights — Day 28

10:02am I have been up since early, in a bit of a state over this being Day 28. Only 12 days left. I put up a fresh batch of kitchari, noticing how much I have come to love the preparation, the decisions I make from one batch to the next — a little more of this, less...

40 days and 40 nights — Day 25

2:28pm Here it is! September. What a wild ride through the summer months. Not that it’s over — the temp is somewhere near 90 and the humidity… oy. It’s definitely impacting my mood. I think. Something is impacting my mood. I know that one can’t...